My journey on finding out about this bun in my oven! 27/Married for 5.5 years/College Graduate/Retail Management/Photographer/Mother/Blogger
I have not been here at all :(
Gaby is awesome and the best ever! She is talking a lot in Spanish at at times repeating big Spanish words and it’s awesome for her to know both languages.
She is getting in the last few weeks a little demanding. Kind of testing her boundaries again.
Husband hasn’t been home (theatre) so that has been hard on both gaby and I. She asks for him a lot. I miss him too.
Interviewed for a semi promotion lol hard to explain :) supposed to hear back soon
I started a new blog about anxiety since I’m having a hard time dealing with mine lately
That’s it for now :)
Today was emotionally taxing at work for me. Thank god for mommy & Gaby time and gaby being so sweet.
She told me “luv u” repeatedly and it took me a few before it hit me what she was saying. It made me so happy cuz I didn’t even ask for it, she just randomly said luv u to me :)
Growing up I feared my dad, I wonder how that has affected me as an adult…
Honestly I’m good with one kid.
But if joe ever changed his mind and wanted another baby, I would… But only when I’m 29-31yrs old… Gaby would be 4-6 yrs old. I would prefer her to be 6 but I also don’t want to put my life at risk at 31 (since I almost died having Gaby)
… So one I think is best… I don’t want to die…
We talk about wanting to move out of state all the time. But whether it’s school or being a parent… Something always prevents us from do it. Within the next 6-8 months we would want to move to Florida now that I’m done with school… But what about childcare (I don’t pay for any now) what about the student loans that come into repayment
There’s always something, I wish I could talk to someone about the fears of moving far…