I cant believe I forgot to tell u guys… I changed my first diaper yesterday. My hubby found a surface that I could do it from without hurting myself or the baby and he helped me change her. Changing her outfit was a bit difficult because I kept feeling like I was gonna hurt her so we were all laughing at me :) I guess I need practice lol
Reblogging from my own blog… its crazy that it was that long after she was born that I was able to change her first diaper. The complications really got in the way a lot :( I feel I missed out on a lot of first parent things.
Being a parent can b hard. She fought her sleep last night terribly and I have to admit it was very very frustrating. I had to step back a few times cuz I felt like I was going to cry or yell.
I think lately me missing my life before baby is not helping. The trip to Puerto Rico with gaby and no husband was really hard on me. She was sick and super needy ALL the time and it really took a toll on me.
Now that we r back she is not sick but still super needy. I don’t know how to break the cycle. It’s hard to not pick her up if she cries. I love her and want to make her happy. I don’t mean to “spoil” her.
It sucks that he thinks its my fault that she wants someone around her 24/7